The attraction is still there, but once she wants it, it’s gone. Why? This isn’t the first time I’ve experienced this before. I am scared of it. I’m scared of being disappointed.
There’s also a resentment. Like, I want her so much all the time, and yet we only go for it when she’s ready. I’m not consciously trying to turn it back on her, but given that I’ve felt that resentment, it could be unconscious.